*paiseh.. i tot this was my blog and i'm writing blardy mushy stuff..*
early in the morning.. 1 o'clock.. relia is not slping.. coming here to blog..
see see here.. see see there.. see until eyes all pops out..
i dun want to repeat in her footsteps.. neither do i want to restrict u.. just that.. things are all messed up.. things are ALWAYS messed up.. nothing is right.. nothing is wrong.. whenever i see our photos.. it all seemed so clear.. whenever i'm with you.. nothing taunt me.. but.. whenever u're not ard.. whenever you starts to get worked up.. all seemed blardy freaking incorrect..
there's no one to tell you why.. cuz i dun think any one will ever figure anything out.. except for the fact that i love you darling.. LOVE.. it's such a powerful word and feeling.. this feeling can overwhelm me.. to that extent that i duno what i am doing.. LOVE can turned into hatred.. LOVE can also turned into jealousy & being possessive.. LOVE.. if not handled carefully might make 2 perfectly loving couple turned into the world's greatest enemies.. LOVE.. is the word.. that make pple's heart melt like chocolates.. and let some tremble in fear..
if there was nothing that i fear.. if there was nothing that i have to do.. my duty.. i would choose to let all go.. and be with you.. if there was nothing that taunt me.. if there was nothing from keeping me to love u as much as i want.. if there was nothing in our lives that is stopping me from loving you.. i would love you.. but since.. i dun think that there is anything that is preventing me from doing all these.. I would say that I love you..
yeap.. this entry is about LOVE.. my love for you.. doesn't cease.. just because we're worked up.. this love.. will be there.. waiting.. for you.. to take this feeling.. into your heart.. keep it locked up there.. in that safe place.. in your heart.. yeap.. in your heart..
if one day.. u would find out the answer.. please tell me..
cuz.. i believed that I am in love.....
