It started when I peeped @ your blog

1st working day, 4 Jan 2011

2011-01-04T11:51:00.005+08:00

2011 already. 2008 I went to Green land, 2010 I am free of green days, now I am working.

But, something don't seem too right. I kept recalling the days of the past, I also kept thinking of Daddy's and Mummy's continuous advise of asking me to learn driving.

Now I am feeling like a downie. No driving license =( just floating...floating around in my home.

2 weeks after ORD

2010-09-29T10:02:00.001+08:00

28Sep 2010, around 2 weeks after I ord, I had fever...It was so bad, I didn't realised 37.7 was actually fever.

Thus I slpt till 330pm and went to bed again the earliest I have done so far, 9pm.

Does it really mean that my ARMY time was so carefree and comfortable that I didn't fall sick?

Other Random Day

2010-09-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

Other Random Day, I suddenly feel I can no longer have a smile that lasts me through out the day.

2010

2010-08-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

2010 sure is happening...Be it the good way or bad. 3 elders has reunited with God himself...1 being my mum's dad. 2 being Binz's grandparents... Like the pastor said, Death is awaiting all of us, to be reunite with God himself, to be release of all sufferings on Earth and live eternally.

When I was younger, I wanted to grow up faster. So I need not have exams or even tiny stuff like homework. Now I ponder, what is exams and homework compared to major things happening simultaneously all over the world, to every individual.

I had a mini chat wif Siyu over msn 10mins ago. She is currently fighting with numbers. My Relia, she is battling the World of Commerce. Binz is engaged with losing his Ah Ma, and as for me, I am looking for a job.

I always wondered, why ppl ask you whats yr expected salary. You mean I have to put a price tag on myself, after which if you suddenly feel cheaper due to the questions faced, you lower your own price?

Lucky for me, I know in the eyes of my love ones, I am always priceless.

Wed 11 Aug 2010

2010-08-12T00:56:00.001+08:00

I m so proud and happy for my Relia...she loves slping! And she shared with her class why! GOOD WORK my girl...

after which, she kept spamming me thru email, making me can't slp properly! ARGH!

but i forgive her, for when I reached home, I received a letter from Australia, inside, a lovely card.

Happy anniversary baby, though is like 7 days ago, but the card makes me wanna say, happy anniversary, many gd years to come along <3

2010-08-07T20:12:00.002+08:00

Waiting 4 my dinner, so decided 2 blog using my desire. My mind been messy, as it comes closer 2 my role play days.
It is definitely going 2 be tougher. I went 2 sls earlier, checking out the asus laptop, got my eyes on the n???. So i walk around, comparing prices n juz 2 speak wif diff sales person.

I came across this grey haired guy, wearing those old circle specs, standing there wifout spirit. Walking 2wards him lighted his torch. He was trying hard 2 get me interested, but, all was juz superficial specifications frm the brochure. When i left, i saw him back 2 his usual self, souless.

Pls, dun let this happen 2 me, i dun wan 2 enjoy myself only 2/7, reaching mon only 2 count the slow hours 2 fri

2010-07-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

Among Binz, Deyi, Khek (I call them TEH GUYS) and my reliachan, I tink I m the only frequent blogger...we haf all grown, since secondary sch, 2 poly days and now stepping into the work force (Uni is not counted since is still studying & sg system is abit of spoon feeding). WE no matter hw close, still lead our own individual lives. Thus, I m still blogging, gathering all my thoughts here.

Life, is tough. One phase after another till finally when it is the end, it juz stops, wifout u knowing. However, effort must be still put in. Life, i tink despite the worst investment ever, is something still needed 2 look @ and tink thru carefully.

Chasing so hard, for the $, but haf u wonder, what is the one thing u cannot buy? ~~SATISFACTION~~

relia oh relia

2010-07-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

Relia went back Indo since Thurs, 15 July 2010. Tat day, meeting her @ the airport n sending her off was excellent choice, despite heavy rain and $20 cab fare (blame it on not keeping track of time and asking Relia the details way b4 hand =( )

The night b4, we chatted on the phone till the next day around 330am Thurs morning. She said something so true, that is, I shld watch all my animes, read manga, do any random 'MY OWN TIME' stuff when she is not in SG. Coz these 2 days wifout her, I haf so much time in the world, but not a single thought of waiting 2 do anything, BUT to see Relia...sigh oh well!

2 weeks ago, when my girl surprised me by waiting by the car on Friday nite, I was so slpy and shocked. 'WHY R U HERE~~~' unknowingly came out frm my mouth, and I felt so happy despite being very tired...Couldn't believe my eyes! So fast, in a week's time, she will be flying back to Sydney. How I wish, how i wish...

Dad always said 2 me, hoping 2 cheer me up, 'It is a bonus that Relia is here in sg now, or not u haf 2 wait till Nov 2 see her'. TRUE! but then again, I wish i can be a bus+train ride away frm her 24/7!

Glad she's back, else my NDP CR3 tickets will end up in the bin. When I was involved last yr as artiste liaison, she couldn't be there as she juz flew 2 start her Uni. Thanks god, for loving me, letting my girl come back this yr safety 2 fulfill the missing opportunity! Not 2 mention watching Twilight Eclipse! making it all 3 episodes of Twilight being watched @ cinema. Relia being back oso let her attend Carlin's baby 1month buffet! We shared to buy baby clothings (was it winnie the pooh or disney?)
<3 I m a uncle now!

2day I went out wif Reuben, Khek and Deyi 2 celebrate Reuben bday...Ate Nando's @ Bugis, 2 me is nth special so what's wif the constant long Q! Our chat session while eating @ Nando's and after which Coffee Bean @ Illuma (KOI bubble tea[shld be from Taiwan]has insane long Q, so we skipped tat...but definitely following closely the layout of how Taiwan's bubble tea stall business model...GOT TO TRY 1 OF THESE DAYS wif RELIA) made us realised we are really getting older compared 2 Sec Sch days...N for the 1st time, I noe bout Deyi's younger brother who studied in JC!

Khek and Deyi said he mention b4, but we were jking saying Deyi was mentioning bout his manhood! ARGH! feel so weird 2 noe Deyi is no longer the youngest in his family, or the only Commando in his house! WEIRD!

3months 2 ord

2010-06-26T00:58:00.003+08:00

Reading my last post, I remembered when old block got his HD2...yea at times he makes my heart boil, but after all tat, i still love him lots...after all, he is ALWAYS my ROLE MODEL, my mentor. I M PROUD OF YOU DADDY!

this blog been wif me since the period relia and i started. this blog is a gift frm relia to me...=D thanks alot relia! below is an old old post from this blog

--- Well, this blog is not actually made up of words or some codes...instead it shows the love that the female counterpart of it pour 2wards me...Thx alot relia for u noe that i get bored at times and thus u gave me this "TOY"...BTW, i will post whenever and watever i wanna say so there will be multiple posts in a single day at times...N relia, i nv da qin ma qiao, i juz type wadever i wanna say 2 ya =p ---

When this blog juz started, we used to exchange messages here, on top of the usual sms. We r juz so talkative. Now as the lady is in Sydney, studying her @$$ off, we emailed, using our mobile phones. Data plan FTW.

3months, no, 2months+ before I ORD. I must say I find NS a very good experience, something no $$$ can buy. Staying in camp Sunday nite - Friday evening, scheduling all my personal tasks for Friday nite, Saturday and Sunday till book in is really a chore. Thou the allowance I get as Green Man is not all that great, but it makes me tink financially, be it for the present or the future. Pls let me find a decent paid job after I ORD, even if I will be studying. PLEASE!

Chip from the old block - ME NOT NOOB!

2010-05-04T22:17:00.005+08:00

Will be travelling overseas tmr. Like the previous trip, i am feeling reluctant to go! Maybe is due to 'time off' from role-playing Mr Antennas that makes me feel all comfy and normal again.

I started to tink, if those laughters spent with those guys are genuine? Maybe with the tall giraffe & the vet-in-training but not with the rest. A pity since everything will be ending in bout 4 months. Seriously the last dinner with you all suck, so bad even the process onto having that meal sucks! Oh yea blah blah blah, by opening your fat lips things happen? I don't think that is how things work!

I posted on facebook, 'not knowing is alright, being stubborn and refuse to hear, thats WORST' I am referring to the old block. I enjoy every weekend, no, every day that I spent with him, but it seems that if we are in the same proximity for too long a period, fireworks will start.

I hate the way I spent 1hour looking for answers to help him out, not to mention another hour explaining to him, next thing I know, he picks up the hotline and shows more interested to some random help-desk person than me. WTF! isn't what the help-desk clown saying in brief the same thing as what I am explaining in detail? You just tink I m a noob? NOOB YOU!

I hate it when you say 'Lets see if you can earn XXXX amount when you start working' or even worst 'Lets see what job will you be doing in the future' I haven even really can things started, and somehow I am already belittled. Thanks alot OLD BLOCK!

NOOB YOU again! btw FOR THE LAST TIME, is not the HTC HD2 being lousy when YOU made typos or cannot click! NOOB YOU...and ihavacommonPhone do lag at times when surfing the net!

Wish my Klutz angel was here, at least in her eyes, if I m a noob, I m THE PERFECT noob

When the cold wind blows

2010-03-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

I know I know, u have to go, so hurry back home, coz I miss u so...

Super lonely

2010-02-06T22:09:00.005+08:00

I feel super lonely this week...I dun behave like myself from Mon - Fri. I dun like certain behaviour from Mon - Fri yet I can fake a smile n not rage at the douche bag.

N wad I do on my precious weekends? I hide behind my doors, hearing shoutings which enrages me, causing me to lose my temper and in the end harm the ppl I love the most. I noe I said 4.30pm, but why can't u guys juz be patient and give me 10 more mins? Why dun anyone practice kindness to each other?

The only person tat I can confide in is sooo far from me, how I wish I m wif her now.

tired...tired of being green

2010-01-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Been away frm the new place...yea the place I m supposed to stay frm Sun Night - Thurs Night...Coz gong gong passed away. It was sudden. Last sunday bout 1pm while I was playing LOL, I received a call frm 3rd Aunt, 'gong gong passed away', tat was wad she said, sounding lost.

So I spent most of my time, at the wake, helping out, chatting wif my relatives, quite comfortable as we all got closely bonded, but at the same time, it was a sad week. Seeing gong gong's eye shut, lying in the coffin wasn't the simplest thing. In fact, at times I was sobbing away. Not becoz gong gong is dead, but becoz looking at PoPo, I feel her sadness. Tats simply love between her and gong gong.

Gong gong been suffering stroke for 14yrs, so his death is a relief for him.

As for myself, I will be free Sep 2010, but time towards the month is getting way slower. Not to mention my mum, who recently has some health issues, worries me. Wad shld I do? Sis is hafing O Levels too. Pls dun let anything happen to us.

2010

2010-01-04T12:41:00.003+08:00

2010... A Brand New Yr...to me, it doesn't make any difference. My resolutions / wishes are still the same. I love my family, my friends. Good health to all of them. Smooth going life for them.

My Dec 2009 was a blast. Santa gave me an early xmas, which lasted for 1whole month...I met jUmPy the female elf upon touch down after my 7weeks+ Wallaby Army trip. This feeling, simply awesome...Did many stuffs wif the elf... Stuffs tat I usually dun do, yes I m scared of heights, but I went to SG Flyer wif her... Oh yea, not long b4 I came back SG, I went on a Malacca trip as well... sooo fun!

Fun until I drank lots of CoffXX BeXX till I got stomach sickness, was so miserable...Anyway lots of shopping too both in Malacca and SG. Juz love holding onto the elf's hand walking into outlets after outlets...Spending $ was worth it, not only I got wad I wanted, I was enjoying every min wif Relia.

DOTA wif Shermin, elf n AIs 1week b4 Mum went to hosiptal...Tat day was terrible, I thot I could lose her...THIS made me hate army, no point staying in...to make friends? Way big a sacrifice of precious time...Lucky I was at home when Mum collasped...thank God.

Ok...then I played L4D2...wif Reuben, Khek, Edgar and elf...BANG BANG BANG ZOMBIES dead! Adrenaline surge!

the day b4 Relia went back Sydney, I throw my temper...20% her fault for malfunctioning (Santa ain't really perfect gift maker =D)...but glad it ended up well wif the gang (Reuben, Khek, Deyi, Edgar, Relia, Shermin and myself) hunting for LAN shop till we DOTA for an hr while waiting for L4D2 LAN shop to be available...TERRIBLE too many ppl, so dinner 1st then pool for 3hrs...Was 1230 when I suggested lets look for the last time.

BINGO! FINALLY 7computers available...TIME FOR ZOMBIES to die MOTHER FXXXXX! wahahha...when all was done, 0230! GOSH sooo interesting. N juz a heads up, Parklane was still full of ppl hoping to haf a computer!

2009 was surely a great yr for me despite Relia studying in Sydney. Bring a whole new experience to our relationship, I will be lying if i said it was not tiring. But I spent everyday, waiting to see her once again =)

PICTURE OF MY FAIL!

If only I bought last last weekend and last weekend. FML

NDP preview over_ Next week NDP, omg been 2months + of joy!

2009-08-01T23:01:00.003+08:00

Yea 2day is NDP preview. Means NDP is closer, like 1week frm now. Doing NDP as an artiste liaison gave me great meaning to serving GREEN society. Not like other ppl who juz come n go in 2yrs, as I experience thru meaning in living in Singapore.

No matter how harsh certain rules are, they are there, to lend us a helping hand. No matter how something is hated, u cannot deny the fact tat this is my home =D Tats my take for the entire NDP preparation.

Doing NDP tighten my bonds wif seniors as well. Ppl like nehneh korkor, Joseph 'Abs' Lim, Yiting and Mr 'Come Some Shake' Leong Yong. Every Thurs, Fri and Sat session truly remarkable! The many Cup Walkers we had, the walking in Marina, then walking in Suntec =) Laughter and more laughter haha! Also slping @ home 4 Nights! Once NDP is over will be back to the miserable 2 Nights and more time in the BORING BORING camp!

As an artiste liaison, I understand how to be more responsible, especially mine is a wonderful lady - Miss Natasha Liu, a cellist! I am so glad we have many things to share with each other, despite the age diff of 9 yrs. Btw, dun tink she looks like her age, she looks younger! Always happy to look out for her, from transportation, meals, WATER, costume, hair and how she look on stage. Glad tat I m capable to help her out in all these details, be it significant or not.

And also the 1hr shopping @ Mustafa (Wed, 29July)with her. Knowing I nv been there, she 'yue' me shopping @ Mustafa! OMG!

Next week will be the final time I get to experience all these, a pity, but I truly enjoyed myself.

3weeks past

2009-07-20T00:18:00.001+08:00

It is a rough feeling not able to see your girlfriend as and when. Not able to hear her voice. And is just the beginning.

Talking,,,to non human!

2009-07-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

2weeks+ since the girl flew...I found something is changing about me.

I been talking to the monitor and cellphones more often! (DAMMIT HTC snap came out wif non-cam!)

Glad Binz is accompanying me on my Mondays...Gym to help you and me to fight the GREEN monster...Soon I will be in the fight for 1yr, looking forward! As for Binz, the war has juz began wahaha!

For u Relia, u better be brave! And make sure all these is worthwhile coz I AM DAMN SURE I WILL ENJOY GOING AUS TO FIND U!

I love you.

1st webcam session

2009-07-06T19:44:00.003+08:00

1 week passed since my girl when to Aus...Heard tat the citizens there aren't as friendly as 'PROMOTED'...Mobile phones services are different and more costly than ours...

Ok, so Relia being overseas made my Dad subscribing a data plan for my phone...And we constantly if given the time, Instant Msg like crazy! Not to forget webcam when I am home...

OUR FIRST WEBCAM --- Relia hiding in the DARK!

Showoff cellphone wahaha!

2009-06-28T17:10:00.003+08:00

Cellphones of my Life (Edited) =D

8310 (2001-2003)

6108 (2003-2004)

6230 (2004-2005)

6670 (2005-2006)

N73 (2006-2009)

E63 (2009-???)

E51 Non-camera (2009-???)
Thanks Dad for being understanding and supportive of my Long Distance Relationship with Relia!

Bon Voyage...My reliachan klutz

2009-06-27T09:36:00.002+08:00

I will be waiting, for you to come home =)

27 June 09 - - - Sooner than I knew

2009-06-27T01:30:00.005+08:00

Blogging from Relia's...Yes yes shld be happy that I officially get to stay over with her mum's permission. But the thought of her flying to Australia kinda makes this nothing special...

Since 2005 I knew the tomboyish Relia till now this lady...So much had happened over the years, countless of conversations and actions occured...

Ok so I took leave this whole week since Monday to accompany her. Sunday was her 21st bday party.

Monday had dinner with Dad and Relia - Geylang Hokkien Mee
Tuesday went bowling and shopping at Tampines with Relia, Ed and Winnie
Wednesday was MAHJONG with Relia, Jiamin, Winnie and replaced by Shawn (Jiamin's pri sch buddy)
Thursday Transformers 2 with Relia and Ed, dinner at Chinese Box located at NUS law area with family
Friday Jap Food with Relia and Siyu, followed by seafood @ East Coast and stay over OFFICIALLY @ Relia's

Today she is definitely going to board the plane for Sydney, but I will still love her the same.

She found me

2009-06-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Is getting closer n closer... All I can think of is you <3

my Nokia phones - Past and Present

2009-06-06T17:40:00.010+08:00

Cellphones of my Life =D

8310 (2001-2003)

6108 (2003-2004)

6230 (2004-2005)

6670 (2005-2006)

N73 (2006-2009)

E63 (2009-???)

Jumbo restaurant + Starbucks @ East Coast

2009-05-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wooo, I m so glad I decided to delay buying of a new Samsung 20" monitor. Been in a dilemma since last week, without any firm decision.

With tat, I treated my family to a great meal @ Jumbo, East Coast! Told my mum I already paid for the meal after dinner but she didn't believed! Asking the waitress just made both her and daddy embarrass but at the same time real happy n glad inside lol!

In return, we all went to Starbucks to chill! Having only 3 chairs, the young at heart couple and the young couple shared among themselves 2 chairs, while the young girl sat by herself. We chat, we laugh, we enjoy!

I am happy I am getting paid nowadays...Coz I can make others feel great bout themselves now =D

So close, so far...

2009-05-15T04:01:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep, can't level my Requiem toon to 30, more like I have no mood to do so. Just idling hearing to this song...

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar.
Been gone so many days, I’m losing count.
When I think of home, I see your face.
I know I have to wait…

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I miss hearing your laughter
And all the little things
Forgotten what it’s like to hold you
Cause where I am right now so unforgiving
It’s numbing everything

So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

So promise
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you
You’ll wait for me.

I Promise
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
Just wait and see

I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don’t think I can wait...

We’re So close, yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close yet so far
It’s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you

I promise,
It’s tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you
I promise
Its tearing me apart
What I would do-
What I would do-
What I would do to be there with you

June is after May =(

2009-05-10T05:02:00.001+08:00

Already May, a huge huge huge hurdle is going to happen soon in June, how can I be here without you till 3years later?

Losing Motivation

2009-04-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

Been 2 weeks since I hate hate hate my weekdays... Just so worn out by my life during weekdays and the surrounding I am living. Is time to start doing things bout my current hatred! ROAR!

Updates!

2009-04-04T14:27:00.002+08:00

Didn't realise that there was lots of empty shop houses to rent @ Mur** Rd! Maybe set up a LAN shop there to play WOW or even L4D! Oh wait a min, we can play RL shooting game @ Mur** Rd lol!

Yumi and JumJum been getting loots, to my relief, I have been facebooking like a whore, even in camp, watching my Kamen Rider and One Piece as well.

Glad Relia got her Uni posting, life definitely gonna change once hit end of June. Some things change, some things remain the same =D.

Anyone knows what the latest JPOP songs nowadays???

NEED NEW MMO

2009-03-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

I am tooting tooting piss with WOW nowadays! When I was playing with Reuben, Khek and Binz, dear cousin stuck with RL work so can't play much I dun blame him, heroics got plenty chances to do but not much luck with raiding. Kinzi been to Naxx 25 like 3 times, and got quite decent gear. BUT I R NOT SATISFIED!

So I transfer, thinking that paying RL cash for a greener grass patch will be alot better, and I am worst than before, OH MY TOOT! Someone free me from my WOW addiction pls. Or another addiction pls replace WOW!

BORING

2009-02-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

BORING BORING BORING!

CNY 2009

2009-01-27T10:27:00.003+08:00

Is a NIU Year, NIU beginning. For me, I am currently a RL ranged dps, hopefully till Sep 2010 slack all the way la woot!

My family minus Relia is in Korea, enjoying the cold weather while I enjoy my break from RL commitment that no choice have to do rofl!

Anyway my whole family (Mum side fav side lol) is like this:

1x GongGong
1x PoPo
3x Aunts (1 is Binz mum!)
3x Uncle

Family is once in a lifetime, thanks family!

LAME

2009-01-14T19:49:00.001+08:00

I tink I am a tard, SORRY RELIA!

Xmas eve 2008

2008-12-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

Now my life is back to Poly Life, just that I need to stay in. And WOW sucks without Relia, most of the things suck without Relia anyway.

I treat my mum to MOF today after booking out. Can see that she was secretly happy!

MERRY XMAS TO ALL THE HUMANS and Relia come home soon pls!

POP break end soon

2008-12-19T23:25:00.001+08:00

I WOTLK recently, played Kinzi despite still in love with the Horde. Anyway, POP break kinda make me hate going back.

Watched Twilight today with my dearest. Miss my dearest as she is on her way to O SA KA as I type, oh well, just hope WOW can distract me.

I R HUNGRY and must level to 80 before going to Stagmont!

Relia is on her way to Pro TCG

2008-12-08T11:58:00.002+08:00

Very long weekend for me HAPPY! Soon life in the island will be over, like Wednesday will be my last day there. To me, it was comfortable and care-free living there, everything is planned for me, dun even need to think of what to eat.

This week, I accompanied my special girl to SMU Settlers' for the Realm Qualifiers on Sat and on Sunday, SMU open. SMU Settlers' always make me sick, now I am down with flu, sore throat and cough, damn that place!

Relia did so much better on Sunday, despite her W 1 - L 3. Jiayou Relia and your Black Ice!

Block Leave incoming, going to sooooo enjoy it and I enjoy being around my family!

POP soon, real soon

2008-11-29T01:37:00.003+08:00

Come to think of it, my trip to paradise island is really a short one. Week 1, was like omg still a long long way to go, however after 2day being my 2nd last home trip, I realised I am definitely going to miss my new friends.

I have new pals like Mr Potato Lai 4309, Mr Karate Tay 4305, Mr Airborne Tan 4310 and Mr I am not slping, just resting Foo 4311.

Many things happen during my weeks on Paradise Island, and week after week, I feel like a toon in WOW, gaining exp etc. Exp from exploring new terrain, exp from killing mobs, exp from raids LOL. I am like living my life in a completely new MMORPG, just that my lvl is lv 1 and lvling is hard! I move around in a raid of 12 most of the time, but those mention above will always be in my party for they are l33t toons.

As for my raid leader, he treat everything SERIOUSLY, thats why I respect him lots. Guild master kinda suck, he banned me from double exp last week cause I brought sweet (Commercial TOOT Item) during the 1st raid, no1 told me I cannot sia lol!

As for my gear, I think I will forever be wearing greens, don't think there are epics in this new game of mine hahaha!

Back from Jungle(SIT)

2008-11-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

I realised ppl wearing green with hair loves loves loves to RP alot. RP = ROLEPLAY.

8 weeks ago, I was a nub, now I am still a nub, surrounded by lots of green ppl RPing every day especially when they are surrounded with nature.

To me, RP = Retarded Playing lol...

BTW I am a really lucky person, my Dad loves me lots, my Mum loves me lots, my Sis loves me lots, my Relia loves loves loves me uber lots, my cousin loves me lots, my Khek and Reuben loves me lots. SO MUCH LOVES!

TO RELIA who is slping behind me now, u r such a slpy head but I know you are tired. Thx for your weekends! =D

Pray for me =D

2008-10-29T17:34:00.002+08:00

Finally going back in... After lots of suffering from Fever and Diarhoea!

My friends and family, pray and bless me, for green things will be everywhere soon this Friday till Wednesday for me!

Fever nv book in

2008-10-28T06:59:00.003+08:00

I realised it is very hard to have a family. Lots of time, care and $ is needed. However for me, I am very lucky to have a great family.

I hate being seriously sick. Other than me feeling miserable, I am afraid I might spread the illness to my family members. My mum wakes up whenever I cough in the wee hours of the day, giving me warm water to drink and monitoring my temperature. Relia came yesterday to the hospital and accompanied me home to take care of me till 9pm, so that I have someone to talk to.

Thank You.

Tekong Cough for 2weeks!

2008-10-25T09:00:00.001+08:00

Damn, I am down with the COUGH of all COUGHS for already 2 weeks, and it is so bad that I keep waking up multiple times in the wee hours of the day just to cough and cough and cough.

COUGH > DEX

2nd IPPT and start of Sat bkout

2008-10-12T12:21:00.002+08:00

Had a tired week, finally got a decent rest last night. Thought of returning to Paradise Island always make me feel fatigue!

Anyway, I m glad I made some improvements last week. Currently I fail 2/5, 1st time was 3/5, managed to pass 2.4km from 12.27 to 11.55.

9 more weeks to go, but not knowing what the future will be like is more scary!

zzz Back to Island zzz

2008-10-05T15:22:00.003+08:00

Later around 8.30pm I will be preparing to go back to Paradise Island. =(

My Relia is teaching tuition now, my Dad just sat the cab going to Philippines for business trip, Aunt Era going back on Thursday, me listening to Akon's Dangerous while making Relia's decks. I pray that everyone I know will be safe and sound (I do that every night, makes me feel warmth inside)

To me, time now is a privilege, and everything must be done in the order of priority!

THE CURSE OF THE GREEN MAN!

Happy 051008 chanchan!

Relia, Aunt Era, and Me!

2008-10-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

Relia, Aunt Era (her mum) and me had Tim Sum near her place (Geylang / Sims area)

SO SHIOK finally after 3 YEARS I makan dinner with her mum! LOL... BTW she cooked lunch for me on Tuesday hahaha!

To add on, my Dad and Mum sat down with Aunt Era, Relia and Me to chit chat for about 40mins after dinner! My parents 'happen' to be eating durian around the same time as I was having Tim Sum.

1st bookout 28sep08

2008-09-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

I started a new phase @ 16sep08. Still adapting, find it hard to focus. Many changes, many new stuffs, and not much time.

I need to be mentally strong, and I definitely treasure my family and Relia more and more as each days tick.

GO DEXTER, there is nothing to hold back!

no time

2008-09-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

I really wish at this point, to have extra hours in my time, to mend the walls.

TKK bday part2 + LJS breakfast

2008-09-14T00:02:00.003+08:00

Have lots of fun today! Been real great since breakfast... Met Deyi, BOSS Lim, Arthur (long no meet up friends from Sec Sch) to eat the LJS breakfast meal. Duno what else to describe, all I know is a damn gd feeling.

Accompanied Relia to Tampines, she had tuition whereas I hang out at the library. Wireless@SG at Tampines very unstable, I ended up giving up and tour around the neighbourhood. Went to the CC looking for a study room, but I can't enter as FOR READING CLUB nerds only.

Skip skip skip, Relia and I headed down to TKK's home. LOL boy gel hair with an antenna on his head. Never in my life see TKK so happy before. Makan his food to value for money (his present ex sia for a non-working dude!) so got to eat eat eat! Deyi the Commando eat damn alot, more like a rubbish chute hahaha!

Play drink water game, GDI they purposely ask me close my left eye which I cannot, so keep kena penalty. Oh ya, Jian Qi was there too, the guy that made my dinowhite com which ended BOOM!

Today at 2.30pm, I bless everyone to win something from Simei's BG event! Must win so we value for $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!

TKK 20years Bday 14sep08

2008-09-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Bday TKK man. 20 years I think you are very fortunate to have me as your pal(vice versa)

Enjoy your NS!

Deck playing - WOWTCG

2008-09-08T02:36:00.004+08:00

I just played finish deck wif Reuben using Magicwork Station (WOWTCG). That fellow, many weird decks just like me. We both agree strongly WOWTCG deck is way cheaper than Yugioh including using cards like Marksman Glous!

Seeing the time as 2.36am, I remembered how when I just ding 70 on my Kinzi who at that time just transferred to Runetotem, Reuben and I waited till bout 3.30am to do Karazhan with some PUGS living in the states. Ended bout 7am and we all collapsed on our beds hahaha...BTW these PUGS went on becoming 1 of the progression charted guilds whereas Reuben and I still remained PUGS!

I IS NO LONGER WANNABE AN PUG ANYMORE!

My peaceful life going be changed soon, with bout 1week more before enlisting, really miss my family and Relia... ... ...

5 sep 2008 - Ray + Xena wedding!

2008-09-06T00:47:00.003+08:00

I am back from Ray + Xena wedding hooray! I enjoy the feast and the atmosphere! They finally got married after 10 years since 1998 hahaha.

Ray = Laracraft the Rogue, Xena = Fieryxena the Mage. For my own information in case 1 day I forget.

Btw Relia looks so awesome 2day! So proud having her next to me. From the moment we got off the taxi at the lobby of Shang-ri-la Hotel (so many posh cars!) to approaching the ballroom (so many rich and top tier ppl!).

Very happy I attended the wedding dinner, as I met up with Ray and Xena only once in RL, during BC release. Gd to know that Relia and I are actually part of other ppl's life as well, even though is the WOW part. Not too bad for meeting once in RL and got invited! BTW, Ray used like 4 Mercedes and 1 Lexus high rider for the vehicles! And their number plates 777!

My only regret, not spending more effort in dressing up for this special occasion. (Hate my hair LOL)

=D

Blog after so long

2008-09-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Been quite awhile since I placed anything here. Wanna say is cool to have a lady driving you in a Mazda 3, cool to have a dad that used to be the average office worker to a dude that drives Mark X!

Anyway, Firefox 3 kinda suck, so I switched to using the New Google Chrome!

Envy Google for their hard work of having a share of the Internet pie!

Omg tmr is WOW tourney!

2008-08-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

9 Aug 2008!

The World of Warcraft TCG SouthEast Asian Continental Championships

ARE YOU PREPARED?

Good luck to Edgar, Kah Khek, Relia, Reuben and myself!

zzzzzzzz

2008-08-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today I played bball...Today I felt tired...Today I was disappointed

WOWTCG = tired Dex

2008-07-28T23:39:00.005+08:00

Tired Dex I am, started playing WOW TCG again 4days ago, with 1st timers like Khek, Reuben and Bino, not forgetting the uber trader Relia. Lots to learn, all the card ruling and such, been slping like after 4am for the past few days, waking up at 9am due to Khek's phonecall or my body's clock.

Last nite, decided to clear my cupboard, allowing a shelf to hold all my once found passion. A pity I am eager about WOW TCG as I am left with barely any time before I am being called up.

World of Warcraft TCG SouthEast Asian Continental Championships in 1 weeks time, my deck nowhere to completion.

Ok some old school stuff to share as I was clearing my cupboard.

Money No Enough

2008-07-21T12:55:00.002+08:00

My wallet feels light... ... ...

SGmobile.com FAILS

2008-07-17T20:16:00.005+08:00

I always surf www.sgXobiXe.com.sg to check the prices of cellphones. Thinking that $83 for Nokia 2626 (NON-CAMERA) is quite alright, went down to get it with Khek and Reuben.

First time strolling Orchard with them. Screw the papers that published an article afew weeks ago talking about Singaporeans lacking in dress sense. In summary, the article was saying we like to wear shorts and slippers everywhere we go, even to Orchard, and our fashion sense, the 'IN' thing is the shorter the better. LOL whoever wrote the article on Life! got to bang his/her head on the wall.

Look at Australians and even people living in Florida, they wear that too! It is because the writer thinks that our Sentosa beach is way below the standards of Australia's? I know our water isn't as crystal clear as theirs, I know that after swimming like 50m or so, we start to see some oil tankers and cargo ships at Sentosa beach. Sigh! Our weather is hotter than theirs!

Anyway, www.sgXobiXe.com.sg stinks, literally. Cigarette fumes filled the small space that the store had, dust was collecting on the outdated cellphone accessories. Further observation shows that not much cellphones were stock up there.

Khek approached the salesman who was concentrating on smoking, rather than trying to sell some cellphone. LOL, one question from Khek, which was do you have W350, and I swear that the dude was like making up tons of excuses saying the reason of not having the stock ROFL!

Ok lets move on, so we asked for the 2626, the salesman took a look at his shelf, which has only like a handful of cellphone boxes. Tsktsktsk!
Worst part, his phone rang, and he went on talking to the phone about Mac Ibook and Ibook Air, hello, your customers, which is Khek and I are waiting for ur response!

Finally more excuses came out from his mouth, blah blah blah ok I get it you don't have any stock now, you want us to give u business by ordering from your www.sgXobiXe.com.sg then come back tomorrow for the 2626 and to give you some $. As for the W350, no guarantee when the stock will be in. Never mind tomorrow come back confirm can take your 2626, after 7pm can take. In my mind, LOL @ TOMORROW

Hahahahahahahaha, wtf isn't prepared for sudden business that comes knocking your door. Dude, continue smoking pls, I am proud to say your business has just gone to WhyMobile Singapore located at Far East Plaza.

I am charging my black Nokia 2626 now. Wondering if that guy is still smoking. LOL

Random Sharing

2008-07-15T23:34:00.003+08:00

Random sharing for this post.

I love my Po Po aka Granny from the Mother side. My Po Po = Binz Po Po too coz he is the son of my mum's sister. LOL what am I typing hahaha!

Last Sunday when I arrived at her house, I smelt a uber l33t aroma from the kitchen, so I decided to take a picture of the l33t chef! My Po Po's cooking skill is UBER! She cooks many fantastic dishes but my favourite is Fried Rice.

Her Fried Rice is just so simple, yet not many people got the skill to execute such a easy dish. Just eggs, rice and black sauce. Not sure if she uses overnight rice for better texture. Many people have the misconception that you need many ingredients for cooking Fried Rice, too much tend to make the diner confuse! Fried Rice IMO should just be Fried Rice, simple, honest, basic Fried Rice!

A pity the last time I ate her Fried Rice was bout 8months ago. As I type this post, I still remember the wok smell emerging from the delicious plate of rice, sigh I must take a picture of it!

Ok to end this post, thanks Relia for the items below.

Among all the Superheroes, Batman is my Number 1. Most superheroes' identity is their mask to their Real Life identity, but Batman is different.

In Batman's case, Bruce Wayne's flirtatious, ladies man wealthy splurging off his family fortune, is a cover-up to his alternate life. Ever since he witnessed the death of his parents when he was a kid, he has been seeking the true meaning of justice, and hate the use of guns.

I AM SO READY TO WATCH THE DARK KNIGHT with my family this Sunday!

Shermin Sherbert?

2008-07-14T10:20:00.003+08:00

My room is just next to this girl. Yet I wasn't aware that she is not what she seems to be. Every Sat and Sun giving the folks !!! before three of them manage to leave the house, that is the impression of her I always had.

How can a person living under the same roof hide many things from you? I guess I fail in Real Life.

Reading your blog (the Vespa scooter blog =X)

2008-07-13T00:22:00.004+08:00

I took a break, open the browser and there I was, taking a glimpse at ur past once again.

Words written down describing what had happened is truly amazing. I didn't know you till 2005, u didn't know me till 2005. Yet, many events took place after our paths crossed.

The way you wrote from your very first post was astonishing! mii lehx kies ~~ just to quote afew, can't imagine you were once influence by the 'act cute' language. You once said, you are not pro in blogging, even 1st time blogger, but now, wow, html codings etc sure no stranger to you. Indeed I have seen the way you evolved. As simple yet distinctive as having short hair - long hair now.

As I read from 2004 - 2005, I compared my life with yours. Every sentence I tried to imagine the scenes in my mind. The feeling of winning a bball match against XYZ school, the feeling of tough training to get rdy for the competition. There is no proven case of time traveling, yet, I felt myself being in ur life 2004. I have nv seen the bball court where you trained so hard, yet I was looking at the training as 3rd person point of view.

Things soon got interesting, as 2 strangers life started to blend together.

Getting into Poly Life was surely a new experience. If I am not wrong, before O Level, JC was part of ur wish, as for me, I wanted to go into Poly. Hahaha, fate is really unpredictable, I skipped ICT camp as the day before CADC camp was so boring and tiring, I was afraid to be bitten twice. You on the other hand, skipped CADC camp and went for ICT camp.

1st day of Poly, I was clueless where to report, as most ppl who went for ICT camp had an idea where to gather, after managing to get to the venue, I think I saw you, with your short tomboyish hair and black framed specs.

Memories are always wonderful, especially because it was created by yourself. As I continued on reading 2005, I saw the younger me, doing the stuffs that you described, it was like yesterday, nothing really changed much, just that it was the past. Crazy stuff like chatting on msn till 5am, lucky the next day was a Saturday, gosh I think that day I had lots of patience!

'All the world 's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts' - Shakespeare.

SIHT SAW YM LAICEPS EDOC GNIGGAT UOY - RETXED

--------- <3 <3 o5o8o5 <3 <3 -----------

Mr Hongwei

2008-07-10T12:44:00.003+08:00

12.25PM, I was surprised to receive a call from Hongwei. Hongwei hmmm, know him during Sec 3 when we played BBALL. Can say among the bball clique, he is close friend. This fellow, always look at a certain C girl, but never really go after her, till now he still peep at her! LOL

Very happy to receive his call. Thou we been contacting on Live Messenger, but as you know conversation online is not as earnest as voice call. Chat for awhile with him, lucky fellow got FTT 2weeks after passing BTT!

My bad for not really talking to him for the past 3 years, different school certainly drift people apart. Heard some sad news on his side, my condolences.

Funny GIF

2008-07-06T23:55:00.001+08:00

o5o7o8 - 2yrs11months

2008-07-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

Is o5o7o8 today! Therefore awesome makan incoming!

Lunch @ Naked Fish Shop, The Grassroot Club

Lady1

Lady2

Raining? Under the umbrella, ala, ala, ala, wadeverla lol!

Lucky me!

The surrounding

Unique Ship Lighting!

I take Ship, She take me!

Mushroom Soup

Her B Aus Baramundi

My Red Snapper

Used to be My Red Snapper!

Blueberry Tart + Tea

The fish was very delicious! I used to be Fish & Co fanboi, until they decided to screw my meals with Fish & Chips that was soggy oily on the outside, cold and damp on the inside. Fries that no longer had the meaning of being fried.

I love lunch today! Very happy experience! H A P P Y!

Ok got my hands on Tuckshop pics taken Nov07. Then, we were all doing our ITP so it was relaxing to be in Tuckshop!

TUCKSHOP

BIG RINGS

SEE THE BEEF!

Nut's Fish&Chips

My Chicken

We share the fries!

Chilling!

I heart them!

My lady

The Fish

Wooo, someone is feeling tipsy!

To Nut if you happen to see this post, go buy your army stuff! Enjoy ur enlistment in July, don't bend down to pick up soap! And just forget your raiding geared pally FFS! LOL!

Gordon Ramsay - Playing with Fire 1

2008-07-04T10:26:00.002+08:00

Think of table arrangements on two of the year's big restaurant dates, St Valentine's Day and Mothering Sunday.

Who wants table for four on St Valentine's Day? Reservations manager has to plan ahead for as many twos in as possible.

Mothering Sunday is a family day, suddenly we need tables of four and upwards.

-Gordon Ramsay, Playing with Fire

3 D in Shattered Galaxy

2008-07-01T22:35:00.007+08:00

Gaming tonight was EXTREME! We camped 44 and D like we mean it! Wahaha. I am talking of an ancient game Shattered Galaxy! Screenshot below sigh 4 of my Chims died before we thought of ss and blogging! I 4gotten to ss Binz - Colonello with his Manticores =X

I m Laffy using Chims!

Khek the zRevengez using Arbs!

Wad a joke

2008-06-27T12:16:00.003+08:00

Woke up like 10am, hurried to bathe, groom abit (maybe more than abit haha), make sure I am neat and tidy.

THEN

Here I am in front of my screen in my green tee and bermudas. WHAT A JOKE... ... ...

I hate CableTV in my country

2008-06-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

After watching Athene's video on Net Neutrality
on Youtube, Reuben and I were laughing as this matter occurred to us a long time ago, so is like no big deal as normally no one cares that much here / no one really can do anything here.

Net Neutrality is pretty interesting, as people in the rest of the world will put in effort to have campaigns just to save what they believe is their right, their freedom. Read more about it! Go youtube and search for Net Neutrality by AtheneWins.
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This morning, I sat down with someone trying to see what new packages the Yellow+Blue dude was offering. Actually, all they did was splitting up a old category of programs, spreading it to the other categories and claiming the leftover as NEW. OMG brilliant business move!

I took a closer look and started counting. Previous package we got 28channels (we dun even watch all of them!), now we will have 27channels. Hmmm, hey, we just -1 channel but paying $1 LOL!

Human mind is weak, we can't differentiate what are the NEEDs and WANTs nowadays. Taking someone for example, someone rather pay $1 more, get 27channels which contains 13channels that will never spend more than 7mins on and the reason for doing so is "Oh before the change we have these channels(some gone as they are being splitted into the other categories). Wah now they add in 2more new ones!"

In ez mode terms, I used to rent you my bicycle for $X. Now I rent you my bicycle for $X, just that it no longer comes with headlight, backlight and seat cushion.
You will have to pay $X + $Y if you want the headlight, backlight and seat cushion. For this service, I will design the seat cushion with Hello Kitty LOL!

Hello? /faceplam

What bout Option B, pay $8 lesser, forget bout the 13channels that will never spend more than 7mins on.

Yellow+Blue dude 1 Home user 0

My girl - Aurelia Tan

2008-06-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

1hr50mins till a young teenager chick turns into a mature blossom lady. Can't wait =X

Beat It

2008-06-21T19:36:00.002+08:00

Zeng Deyi enlisting tmr Commando

2008-06-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

My FAMILY, Zeng Deyi, is enlisting tmr (Commando). Called him wanting to chat abit but he is already aslp! Reporting tmr 8am at Changi, wondering how he is feeling now and how his own family is feeling.

His mum picked up the phone, maybe is just me, but frm her soft and low tone and the silence background of the home (usually is noisy), I guess they just wanna Deyi to rest well for tmr Big Day.

DEYI, once u book out on the weekends, u can always call ur Boss, which is me and we, the FAMILY can go bowling, movies, makan and drinking again and BIO CBs! haha! Gd luck my friend, enjoy ur new path in life!

Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn!

2008-06-06T23:13:00.004+08:00

Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn!

Running from Oct 2006 - Ongoing

A boy whose nickname is 'No Good Tsuna' (Dame-Tsuna) became a surprised candidate of being Boss of the Mafia Family, Vongola. His great great great father was the 1st Vongola Boss and due to the rest of the candidate being dead, Sawada Tsunayoshi is now the sole heir.

In order to prepare him, Vongola lX (9th) sent his best hitman, Reborn, to be his home-tutor, teaching him the ways of the Mafia, and also guiding him through his daily middle school life.

IMO, this anime has way better plot then Naruto. The starting episodes of Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn! may have similar endings, however, the boring start slowly builds up a totally intense climax. So far there are 2 major arcs, the Varia Arc and the current Future Arc, with fillers in between which slowly leads into these arcs. Lots of Japanese puns are used in this anime, making it a comedy-like as while as action / fighting type anime.

Storyline is constant throughout the show, and not as draggy as Naruto's fight scene (doesn't take 4-5episodes to complete one vs one battle lmao!) Character wise, each individual has their unique feature, bringing life into the show as they slowly develop their own personality.

Watch it on Veoh if you have the time to spare, especially if you already wasted years trying to figure how HTF Naruto will end. Ciaossu!

Colder

2008-06-04T23:29:00.006+08:00

Song: Colder
Artist: Charon
Genre: Metal(Gothic)

Come along with the whispering cold and fall
They left you nothing more to seek from here
So roll the feast in flames unforgettable
Take a bow to end, reload your remorse
Every line is thorn bite through your eyes

Still remains the everlasting hope for a bitter war
If it has made you colder turning your life for justice
They have learned to obey
Broken the rules I followed, burning for name so hollow
I will learn to obey

Among the weak and heartless I can breath the air veiled just like them

Still remains the everlasting hope for a bitter war
If it has made you colder turning your life for justice
They have learned to obey

If it has made you colder turning your life for justice
They have learned to obey
Broken the rules I followed, burning for name so hollow
I will learn to obey

1A05, thx for a wonderful 1st sem in 2005!

2008-06-03T22:09:00.003+08:00

Actually of all my Poly stages, I love Yr1 sem1 the best! I got lost 1st day in Poly as I skipped SMIT's camp and foolishly attended a lame one called C@D# LOL! Luckily a girl directed me to the meeting place (girl != Relia hahaha, I was once a lucky guy =X)

Sian sian sian, whenever I talk about 1A05, I will always miss Jiamin and Shuying! Shuying is a l33tsauce in studies and gaming whereas Jiamin, erm, lol!

TBCM my fav subject, it was during then I got to know Zay Yar, Chun Tat, Siling, Samuel and the rest of the buddy class! Pity they left us as our TBCM was way too big!

Thanks to Azlan's picture website, I rmb I once enjoyed myself before all the crap happened, thx 1A05!

1A05 after eating Seoul Garden with Joel Ng (as usual we TOK him free makan woot!)

1A05 grad day - Missing Relia, Jiamin (left in yr1 sem2), Shuying (left in yr2 sem2), Kami and Shireen

As for the black faces ppl, they r just scrubs lol idk them too!

LOL pic with chun tat

2008-06-03T21:53:00.003+08:00

OMG, I was being snapped during Grad day! Guess I was taking off my sling bag at that time zzzz!

Sad day

2008-05-22T21:05:00.001+08:00

Today must be a sad day. 3 sad (or disappointing) stuff happened. May the soul rest in heaven.

End of Yugioh GX, now is Yugioh 5D!

2008-05-18T20:14:00.004+08:00

Boring wow led me to complete watching Yugioh GX. The series already ended for some time but I only finished it today!

I liked the ending, very surprised to see such ending, can't explain further as I do not want to be a spoiler. It made my day when I saw all the older cards being played again =D

Yugioh is still alive since Pri 6 haha! Wasted our media rather screen old and -.- shows on Kids Central then continue with Yugioh, they nv even finished showing the original series of Yugioh, boooo our media sux!

Alright, new series is Yugioh 5d, graphically is more modern looking, more towards the future-tech thingy. New monster type added to the game, Synchro Monster

Personally if I am still playing the card game, definitely will make
a deck based on this. Kinda cool and fits me lol!

Yugioh 5d is now showing in Youtube, or you can do the usual climbing of Bukit Timah =X

Popo Bdae / Mothers Day

2008-05-11T09:21:00.003+08:00

Last night was fun, so enjoyable. We all gathered at PoPo home to makan and celebrate her Bdae. I duno how old is granny, but she looks so much older nowadays.

When it was cake cutting time, we all took pictures. 1st was all the grandchildren, lol, most of us, our sizes dun seem to be of a children already! I rmb I used to be able to fit / squeeze with the rest easily, but now all of us have grown up.

Then the daughters took photo wif granny, followed by daughters + sons, then everybody. This scene recalled my memories, it was like 10years ago we took such photo. All my uncles and aunts indeed have aged.

I love my family. God bless =D

LOL POST

2008-05-07T21:12:00.004+08:00

Girlfriends come and go, but EPICS are Soulbound.

Beauty and The Beast

2008-05-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

"Beauty And The Beast"

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.

Ponders

2008-05-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

Will you try something different to only get the same result you already had foreseen?

!!! Ahhhh fed up la !!!!!

2008-05-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FED UP!

Relia n I - Woes of the New Com

2008-04-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

Alright Relia's back in town, thus I can't really just play WoW whole day at home now. I hope her new gaming rig can play WoW soon, weird that within 10-15mins WoW keeps crashing her com, or even rebooting it. For other games, it is alright! OMG!

Her Rig
Intel Core 2 Duo E8400 & MSI P35 NEO2-FR
Kingston ValueRam PC2-5300 DDR2-667 (1x2GB)
Asus GT 8500
WD 160GB SATA
LG SATA 20X DVD Rewriter

Brought to SLS, the uncle tested and said nth wrong with the system, BUT F WOW KEEPS CRASHING! I dun wanna be lonely in wow le, Xitris alone is not enuff! haha!

I realised despite Relia n I showdown 1v1 with each other very often, I can't deny the fact I learn lots of things frm her. Frm improving my attitude to even looking at how life is frm another point of view. I now can control better. Really appreciate her.

Any1 who knows how to stop WOW frm crashing, tag my board pls! =D byebye!

My POPO n the uber house!

2008-04-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

I always enjoyed going popo home. The food is great, environment is very loud n noisy woot lol hakka style sia! Since young, Sunday is always go popo home day and I always look forward! Cousin tat eat slowly, cousin tat is a xiaozhu mage, cousin tat says his mum hair xiang gui yi yang n cousin tat is chef woot!

How I wish all the wonderful get together nv ends, but every week makes me tink my popo is getting older, so are my aunts n uncles =(

They are very nice ppl! Since young everyone of them had been a real joy to be with. Is this kind of loving bond tat I often imagine wad will happen afew yrs later. I m afraid of losing everyone of them slowly 1 by 1 as Mother Nature takes them away. I know clearly is part of life, but, is a sad thing.

Somehow I always got the feeling, if my elder generation were to be gone, these wonderful gatherings will be just memories...

Being a family is indeed once in a lifetime, some uber fate n stuff made us know each other, n spend our lives together for a long time. I m indeed a fortunate person, as I will always remain family to these ppl!

Waiting for Grad day n NS really is a gd thing. Ppl may say I m a bum, but during this period, I really get to spend lots of time observing stuff tat a normal busy person will not. Wadever a person neglects, he will nv get to rmb it.

Muttons + Me

2008-04-04T18:33:00.001+08:00

This is wad I do every nite while listening to Muttons to Midnite on 987fm.

Herbing around Netherstorm on Kajoku! ROFL!

Tues server down - Slacking

2008-04-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

Due to WOW server down and Relia going to Indo (I R LONELY), I ended up listening to some old MrBrown's podcast, and for those fans of the movie 300, enjoy this one!

Singapore 300!

Heal the world plskthxbb

2008-03-25T11:47:00.003+08:00

It is very sad to notice that on a higher and faster scale the world is heading towards the wrong direction. It is no longer just the pollutions that is hurting the world, but the owners' of the world, ppl, that is changing it drastically!

Everyday I flip the pages of the newspaper, all I see is murder, corruption etc. Why is there no good news like new inventions, discovery or even the birth of a new dolphin (or w/e creatures rather than negative news). Have human become such tyrant till the point they have forgotten that it is a privilege to be sharing the beauty of mother nature? Have they become so distorted till the point they do anything and covering it up with any lame excuse such as religious purpose? O-M-TIAN!!!

Pls watch this video, and think about wad is happening. Kthx!

Ulcers argh!

2008-03-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

Despite always drinking lots of water a day, I m still very prone to lips being cracked and ulcers! WAH LAU! go away pls ulcer! Stop cracking pls lips of mine =(

A terrible terrible mouthexperience since last tues i wanna cry!

BTW, Fieryxena invited Relia n I to her wedding with Laracraft lol! Lara is raymond la, xena is xena, used to call her xena le lol! But I cannot be Ray's brother, coz I will be on an island being the g*v slave =( GO away pls **!

WOW Camp

2008-03-16T17:44:00.002+08:00

I returned from a fruitful wow camp @ Relia's! Went for the camp last sunday, and to motivate US for the ongoing rotation of pvp, I treated her to Surf n Turf. WAAAAH, it is sooooo f expensive when eating at nite. Next time, we will Surf n Turf during lunch instead, cheaper!

Very determined to grind loads of honor, in the end we rotated 2 out of the 6days I was there. TYPICAL RELIA ROFL! N we nv rotate during AVx2... NUUBBBBY!

Overall I like camping, during turtles I got sum1 to chat with, watch TV with as well. I always tell Relia, u noe I wun be watching TV when I m at home right? Coz I love watching TV with her. Sian, dunno wad reason will make me watch the coming Hell Kitchen Episode on AFC this thurs.

Wed, Thurs and Fri nite, we watched Ramsay's Kitchen Nightmares, I didn't realized TV was so gd at my home rofl. Both Relia n I haf AFC on cable, hmmm, her TV is larger than mine but w/e, but how come I duno got such program??? WEIRD!

ANYWAY, WAS A GOOOD GOOOD CAMP! WOOTNESS!

Kajoku

2008-03-08T05:01:00.003+08:00

Finally Relia's warrior, Kajoku, ding 70! lol! we did 3 regular BM, tried heroic OHB but we sux so cannot even clear the trash, n headed to heroic UB.

"wah today i completed so many dailies sia" - Relia

<3 my gf

Poly Final Result

2008-02-28T04:55:00.002+08:00

Woot I got A for my last sem as it was ITP. However, my 3yrs in Poly isn't very gd. Regret not knowing tat yr2 Sem1 I had to take 2Gems, thus failing 1 which I didn't attend at all. That costed my GPA to drop real bad.

And LOL going MC n BWL on sch days dropped my GPA as while, wad a retard I was.

Feeling very restless recently.

tired

2008-02-24T00:44:00.001+08:00

Ever since stopping ITP, life been weird. Seems like staying at home most of the time attracted unnecessary attention.

WOW sux as well, need gold, need rep, need badge, need honor.

=(

2yrs 6months 1day

2008-02-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

lol 1 day after 5 feb. 2yrs 6months 1day ftw. Btw, I m slping so early as I juz farmed 20 netherweb silk or w/e it is called. Haha...Target was only 12, might as well make it 20!

Failed FTT yesterday, although it was ez, duno y. Relia xferred her Kajoku to Runetotem. CNY eve, hope I get lots of hongbaos!

28Dec07 - Ed, Relia stayed over

2008-01-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

Been a happy, sweaty, n tired week! Ed and Relia stayed over at my place! Yea, on Friday! We went Plaza to buy some groceries, then the hawker center to pack Spring Chicken and Fish Macaroni. Glad Ed loves the Spring Chicken! In total, I had them for 3days 2nights, very fun. I tink every night b4 slping, I was very high! Tats wad Relia said, but but, 1st time they stayed over, of course la!

Despite hafing cable tv for yrs, I nv knew tat Discovery Channel was so entertaining! Ed hovered between Animal Planet, National Geo and Discovery thruout the whole night. MYTHSBUSTER woot!

Hmm, I missed watching I am Legend with my parents and sis, dun tink I can make it for AVP2 with Khek n rest, pity but I managed to spend quality time wif Ed n Relia. Enjoyed the chats n laughters in the house.

ANALOG CLOCKS is DA Noisy! =X

My EM Family

2007-12-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

Been raining for quite a month! Haha... Many things happened, bad things wun mention la, but recently had a Xmas Makan in the CAD room with my ITP company / family.

All the number tags were paste by me for fairness! Tat's wad the HR ladies say lol

Anyway, had lots of makan tat day, was on Monday 17Dec 07. My gift was a rice cooker! Weee, giving it to Relia as she is shifting back to Sims. My 1st time celebrating Xmas with colleagues, very enjoyable! Laughter filled the CAD room =)

This morning after a day of Hari Raya Haji rest, my table was filled wif xmas gifts! Read all the mini cards on the table, all frm the HR sisters! In the afternoon, my CS came up to me n pass me a pressie too! Shook hands wif him as well. WOW, very xmas mood of SIC (Sharing is Caring)

CS's, Fong Min's, Sharon's, Wendy's, Grace's and the Snickers could be GM's gift, or maybe juz a after lunch snack haha! Btw, whoever tat said my name is Dextor instead of Dexter, own up!!! =p

Oh yea, Wednesday, Yati and Avril gave me pressies le! THX all the HR ppl tat gave the little intern some Xmas spirit, I appreciate it alot!

Ok to the IT side, I played wif this mini laptop frm Kohjinsha. Like the Asus EEE, it is small la, but not my cup of tea, the screen too small le!

Laptop not for gaming or 24/7 de, heat problem ftl!

Click

2007-12-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

Tuesday night, time passes real fast. Last nite my PC, or codename Dino2 shown signs of sickness, had to ask Nig-kun (TKK man) to assist me. Wow, this Dino2 was created after Dino GGed and my Ah Ma gave me $1000. Being lack of IT knowledge at Sec4, I made a bad choice on my DIY PC. AGP graphics card lol, and no DDR2 RAM ftl. Spent about $1100.

Anyway, always mistaken tat Click is juz another humour laughter show staring Adam Sandler. But, this film made me realise clearly. Time waits for no man, really so true yet many ppl dun see the importance of time. I m guilty of wasting my time, taking things tat happen to me daily as the norm. Dun wait till the very last min b4 u notice the ppl u treasure the most. Dun escape solving a problem or taking the easy way out of troubles, as it is convenient, coz u nv know wad u will miss out.

Great movie, with the usual funny and non-boring Adam Sandler's comedy act, with a great impression of how I shld move on with my life. <3 o512o7

29 Nov - Paintball with EM Services CAD

2007-11-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

Going to a start of the new month - December. 29Nov 07 hmm, I guess I am feeling very attach to my ITP Company. It seems like yesterday when I wore my best formal, wif a letter in my hand waiting to see who my CS is and pass him tat letter. I was very nervous while waiting at the empty desk, which Avril brought me to.

Avril, tat lady (sits beside me) who asked me pls take a seat and intro me to my guardian, who was seating behind me, ended up referring herself as my big sis. Speaking of my guardian, I ended up absorbing lots of knowledge frm him, and being given the official title of -his name-'s tudi.

After which, I met this always laughing lady, every1 refers her as Dexter's stalker LOL. Yea, May Din, who brought me to lunch.

Recalling back, I was very worried the next b4 my 1st day of ITP, I tossed and turned in the bed. I nv worked a proper job b4, and I m very clear my results in IT were average. I nv got along wif programming well =( I dun see myself as a very talented person, whenever ppl spoke to me, I always included my sister and my dad in the conversion, but nv really spoke alot of myself. I only can say my opinion my opinion, but nth solid tat can be backed up with evidence.

The only thing I can offer to my ITP company was Sincerity, tat kept appearing in my mind. I m happy, for I nv betrayed tat, stick to it as it was my life buoy, and gain the acknowledgment of my colleagues tat I exist, no matter how minor my role is, I m part of the TEAM, the CAD team, the 4th member of the IT dept. Yes, I m the attachment student, Singapore Poly, mostly, the 19 yrs old boy known best as Xiao Di.

2day we went for Team Building Activity, Paintball at OCC. My 1st time playing this sport, Avril jiayou me, and say is gd training for NS. Guardian advise me how to play too, which proved to be very useful as I only got 1 hit frm the bullet, and I tink 1 deflection which I counted it as a death too, haha I m honest! Poor May Din, kena shot so many times, everytime she stands up, GG 1 head shot! Total head shots, 3 haha! N my CS, who was in my team like May Din, got serious shots, those tat turned blueblack n even cut like. Kudos to him sia, go chiong the ammo causing as to win 1 rd. Our team lost in the end, coz the GM was very skilled. Very smart and nv cause any bullet to be wasted.

CS replied me in the changing room tat I m the 1st intern after 1o yrs to join them in company event. Wow, I feel so special and very honored sia! BANZAI CAD!

After tat, was KFC and Swensens ice-cream. Avril traded her chicken breast for my drumstick, she says youngster like me shld eat more meat n grow fit for NS! Btw her husband is wif the army, so she noes lot of army things. She worked wif the force too b4 coming here.

As December approaches, I can't help to feel abit sad, for on 24 Jan 08, it will be my last day wif them. Thou I felt cheated MC oso deduct my pay, but hey, @#$%^ company policy != to lousy colleagues. Be it whether ppl tinks my company is unheard of, is small, hey, this company has this very nice dept, where I m so fortunate to be attached to. The greatest ppl around, so u can keep ur opinion to urself! Wonder how my life will be after attachment, as days pass by, I live each day to the fullest, for there is wonderful memories waiting for me to create!

create Yugioh cards!

2007-11-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

Got an email from Mr Pegasus J. Crawford this morning, wanted to talk bout future plans of I2 and Kaiba Corp. So ok blah blah blah, we continue for another 2more years! He was so happy he replied, "Many gd yrs ahead Mr Dexter."

As a gift for signing on, I get the chance to create my own set of cards! Woot! I sic with my buddy Rebornz the Khekman (lol he went to get rid of his ultra cool mafia sideburns omg) and we agreed tat he will make the Anime series, RAN.

So here are my designs for 2day:

To Ah Kow the doggy man, the guy who only knows Blue-Eyes White Dragon, this card is for u!

I wonder y?

2007-11-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

I wonder, why am I always observing my surrounding. I wish I can stop doing tat and mind my own business. Juz let things be the way they r and juz walk on.

If 1 day the world is to end, I will juz miss the ppl I care for, hoping to see them again in a better place.

Growing to be an adult sure is tough, seeing a few horrible examples around. Like 2day, tat jerk who got down his lorry 2day to confront my Dad as he wanted tat parking lot, wonder how his parents tink of his action? Maybe his parents gave birth to him by accident, or maybe they did it for the sake of doing it, who knows?

Or tat angmoh who bullied 2 teenage girls. Both parties r to be blamed imo, as it always take 2 hands to clap.

Many negative examples which r juz plain stupid. I wish, something will change all of this. Uniquely Sillypore, the country I m in.

returning to work

2007-11-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW WILL BE THE DAY.

THE WAR IS DECLARED.

YOU WILL WORK IN HELL.

I AM DEXTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-.- stingy ITP company deduct my pay

2007-11-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

Woke up feeling refresh! Yes! Recharged my spirit level till the MAX! BAM BOOM BAM! EYES not as irritated as the 2 days ago!

Bout 1030am went to make my ATM card with mum! Yes I noe, most of my peers haf it, dun luff @ me! Was so nervous tat I suddenly 4gotten how my signature looks like. Hurried turn to mum for a pen and began scribbling.

After all tat, went to the ATM and withdraw $450! This feeling damn shiok sia, but at the same time, was tinking of ways to get more money into the account!

Did some groceries with mum, feeling relax and cheerful as dinner will be my mum's 1st time try testing crab beehoon! till I receive this E-mail frm my ITP company.

Little did I noe tat being on MC will deduce my puny allowance of $500 -.- I m sick, I spent $25 seeking doctor's consultation, and resting at home = reduce pay. NVM, deduce all u wan, bad rep frm me to u now! Shame on u!

TO ALL COMPANIES OUT THERE, $ do not make the world go round ppl, sometimes caring for ur employees is GOOD. U care for them, they will produce better work. Otherwise, reverse effect will occur. Oh well, maybe I m juz a temporary staff, but during this period, I m like an observer, pray hard nth disgracing is caught by my eyes.

Wad is the direction this world is heading too? Has evolution made man too smart tat some basic knowledge haf been forgotten?

MC from Wed 14Nov - Thurs 15Nov 07

2007-11-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

Heh, last day of my MC. Started yesterday - eyes irritation
(dry eyes)

Been a long time since I woke up later than 6am relaxing at home. After going to the clinic, I spent my time watching my @nimes. Bamboo Blade and then 14 episodes of The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. OK I slept from 4.30pm - 6.30pm as well so I got rest my eyes! =X

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, always wanted to complete it but didn't really haf the time. Glad I m on MC haha! Great anime, and was happy tat it contained abit of romance in it. Heard tat maybe there will be a season 2, will be crossing my fingers!

I decided tat the world now needs way more improvement. Too routine, too unrealistic to meet one's goal. Maybe I haf been living in SG for all my life (for now), but I definitely desire the opportunity to change some things.

Hmm, after my ITP, will be waiting for graduation and then NS. 2yrs of my youth in NS doing wad a guy shld do. ORLY? Physical training really needs to set aside 2yrs? By the time I m out, I m already 21yrs old, many changes may occur, hoping to be for the better.

After NS, is either studies or step into the routine life of working. -.- so boring... Heh, live life to the fulfil, ya right if only if u got the $ and u r still young!

----Deyi u r always on msn when I need to chat wif sum1 around this timing. SO heng haha----

A meeting with a lost friend (Dad's)

2007-11-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

This world is really nv fails to surprise oneself. Time do change lots of things, be it knowingly or not.

Recalling my memories of a young botak me, I vaguely rmb a gd friend of my dad. His moustache was his distinct feature. A happy man is wad my dad always refer him as. He came to the house warming when we shifted from Bukit Batok to Yew Tee, but wad happen on tat day I can't really rmb. I was Pri 1 then. But, I always haf this warm feeling of his presence, sumthing tat can be rmbed clearly.

I always wanted to meet this fantastic guy, ever since the 1st day of ITP. Been about +- 8 yrs since we haf met. I was confident I could recognise him, for his moustache is obvious. Didn't know which department he was, nobody knew and I dun tink Dad asked. By chance, on the 2nd week of ITP, I went to this department, called O. I saw a table, a familar photo on this table. YES, I haf found my target.

Haha, he was in his graduation thingy, wif his wife. Yea, my Dad and him were classmates in MDIS, this I recalled after seeing the pic. My hopes were high, felt like leaving him a note on the table, but I dun tink it was sincere. Ok, Dexter, must keep a lookout for this man, at least say hi!

Days pass, everytime I walked down the corridor to the Pantry or Gents, I will take a peep. Erm, no1 fits the description. I wonder why. I peep at his yrs working in this company, wow so long!

Asked my Dad haf he been working here for most of his life, Dad smiled and said, Dexter, Mr Y is a happy old man now, look at me, I m old too. Nv knew wad he meant by it, I know ppl will age, but surely a youngster like me will recognise sum1 I met b4, unless his size change haha.

Then 2day, the starting of Nov, by chance I had to go to the O department to fix a scanner. I cross my fingers, hoping to meet this uncle. No one at his seat again. Sighs. Nvm, maybe next time Dexter. Then, a man, white hair wearing specs walked into the room, proceed towards Mr Y's seat. !!! why is this stranger seating there? Wth! Then I went and ask a lady, Is Mr Y in? She pointed to this white hair man. I felt a weird feeling. Isn't this guy I often see at times? Even walking pass him without taking a 2nd look. Is he Mr Y?

I called Dad, ask him Mr Y wear specs? Is he white hair now? How come no more moustache? Dad juz laugh and said go greet him.

I ran back to the department, politely ask this unknown man, excuse sir, are u Mr Y? Yes I m, how can I help u he said. He looks so different from the photo on his desk. He wasn't wearing specs, he had a nice moustache, and his hair was black. However, the feeling when speaking is the same, he is still the same gentleman I met +- 10yrs ago, as a little boy.

I am Keith's son, Dexter. He smiled and greet me warmily. He said yes ur Dad told me u will be attached here, and asked me which department I was in. Then he said, wow, so are a big boy now, and u sure look like ur Dad. He pad my shoulders, and asked me to be at ease during this attachment.